Monday, January 18, 2010:
Irritating!!
I shall whine it over here because Im really afraid that I would bother Johnny for being such a paranoid.
After talking to rissa and tengyee in school 3 days ago, I am starting to get afraid that I may not get into sajc. According to what both said, a lot of 6/7 pointers had put their first choice as sajc. Maybe its because of the convenience. This would mean that my chances of entering sajc decrease. Initially I was still full of hope as I can always appeal using my prelims results as my grades were better than my O levels. However my confidence wavers when I took a look at the appeal form.
In that appeal form, you have to indicate your cca and your choices of subjects combination. Firstly, if you know me, you would know that my cca is on the verge of closing down. (But it hasnt closed down yet.) Environmental Club is laidback and unproductive which means that I cant use that cca to appeal. It wouldnt been of any help.
Next, my subjects combination. According to that appeal form, they will only approve your appeal request if there are vacancies in that subjects combination and I know the subjects Im aiming for are kinda popular. So will I get into sajc through appealing? I doubt so.
If I didnt get into sajc, I guess it will be in nyjc. Honestly, I don't know if I will like that school or not because I didnt go for their open house. I should have dragged johnny into nyjc that day. However, I remember rissa told me that nyjc is a good school so maybe if I were to get into that school, I wouldnt be that dejected.
If Im down in luck, I may end up in cjc or jjc. No idea about cjc because there are people saying that the standard is improving but my sis dislikes the idea of me going into cjc. Jjc is okay but someone will mock at me for entering jjc. Haiz.
Right now while waiting for the result, I have to psycho myself from not liking sajc. If I cannot get in I will not be so hurt after all. So stop telling me the good things in sajc.
9:10 PM
