Should I work on the 6th December to 10th December? This job offers $55 per day which I think it is not bad, although the other job which I applied for is better because it offers $9 per hour. If I were to work on 6th December to 10th December, I wouldn't have sufficient time to complete my revision for MSA and my holiday homework since I will also be leaving on 12 Dec to 16 Dec for Genting.

Besides fretting over studies, I'm kinda worried for my tennis as well. Honestly, I don't think I have improved much since the second lesson. I want to double my tennis training but if I do that, I would not be able to make it for that 6th Dec to 12 Dec week. So if I were to give up that job, I would have enough time for tennis practices as well.

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Anyway the reason to why I privatized my blog for the past few days is because of the happenings around me. Actually, I don't even think why should I explain when others ask me why did I privatize my blog. I know some people asked out of concern, genuinely, while perhaps the rest asked because of kpo-ness? Nah, just kidding, don't mean to offend anyone.

Today is the last day of school! I have been looking forward to this day since the beginning of January. Lol! Indeed, today is an awesome day!

My day was started at 06.35am. I woke up and looked at the clock, and I realized that I overslept! I hurried down the bed and called my mum to wake up. I rushed out of my house and ran towards the mrt station, fearing that I might be late for school. However, when I reached the mrt station, I knew that I would not be late because I saw a SAJC student. In the purple line train, I saw 2 sajc students and 1 sajc teacher.

As expected, I reached the school in time! And in time for my ava duty as well! Lol! I have no idea why jing ying never do her duty. This is so weird because she always does ava duties. Anyway I think today is the first time weihong and I really worked together. Normally he wouldn't listen to me and he would do all the work on his own. Yet, today he told me to teach an ava member to coil the wire and do the national anthem song. I was really surprised that he would give some jobs to other people. Hehehe I am quite glad that weihong didn't hold any grudges towards me because I was very very mean towards him previously. I don't wish that because of stupid ava matters then quarrel with him who was once my table-mate.

The first lesson was econs lecture. Because of the morning assembly, our econs lecture started at 8.20am instead of 8am. Yes! I like it this way! I sat beside Amanda and we talked about the job application.

The second lecture was Bio and I sat with Amanda again because Lynnette sat with her friend from other class. Don't get me wrong, it is not that Lynnette sat with other people that's why I sat with the rest of the girls. Everyone is my friends-classmates. We continued our conversations about the job application. I am quite glad that today Miss Teow did finish her lecturing on Influenza because her pace is usually very very slow. I hope she is not teaching the next few topics next year.

I heard from my classmates that my Econs, Chem and Math teachers are changing next year. I am soooo sad!!! Why must these good teachers leave our class??? Why our Bio teacher remains the same? Why? Why? Why?

After Bio lecture, Amanda, Priya and I sneaked out of SAJC and went for the job application as an event helper at Raffles Place. Lots of fun and laughter throughout the journey. Bili joined us at Raffles and we walked towards some building which I forgot the name. Amanda and Priya kept arguing on the directions to go. Super funny!

This job requires people who can carry stuffs that weigh 2-5kg. The person-in-charge kept looking at me and even asked me if I can carry such equipment or not. Of course I can! I am a tennis player! Don't underestimate my right hand's strength. So Bili, Amanda, Priya and I signed up for that job. I guess I am going to be so busy during the December holidays!

On the way back to school, Lynnette and Nicholas called me and asked where am I. It was then I realised that I read the time-table wrongly. I thought Math lecture only starts at 12pm, but it started at 11.30am. Lol! Sorry, I didn't dare to tell this to anyone else because I broke the school rule by sneaking out of the school.

By the time we reached school, lecture has ended. LOL! Priya went to take the Math notes from her friend while I went to the library to return my dvd. After that, I went to the canteen to look for them.

After Priya photocopied the Math notes, we went to the bus-stop outside school to take a bus ride to Toa Payoh.

At Toa Payoh, we ate curry food. Believe me, the food is awesome! And it was very filling. Awesome! Then we went to ate ice-cream. Priya is weird. She bought Rum and Raisins flavour for her ice-cream. But after eating a few mouths, she couldn't take the taste and her tongue went numb. So she threw the ice-cream and bought cheese flavour ice-cream. She is seriously very weird. LOL! Amanda and I bought pure chocolate ice-cream. Yummy!

After that, we went to McDonald to copy the Math notes. And then we headed to the Mrt station and we parted ways. Both of them live at Toa Payoh so I took the train home alone.

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Thank you my dear Lixuan for going shopping with me. I think it is really rare for us to meet up together because the schedule of poly and jc students are completely different. When jc students are having their examinations, poly students are having their honeymoon period, vice verse.

After school, I took the train to Somerset MRT station to meet up with Lixuan. We ate our lunch and then walked around 313. I think 313 is really a wonderful place to shop. Their Forever 21 store is really huge. Lixuan and I bought clothes today, not at Forever 21 though.

We were supposed to meet up with Grace who was at IKEA doing her project, but it was too late so we decided to head home and meet up another time. I wonder when will we meet up then because lixuan told me that from 21 December onwards, she is going to Korea while Grace said that she will only be free after 17 December because of Exam. Haiz.

I am supposed to study today but I am too tired to do anything. I just feel like sleeping.

Yesterday Chem O was pretty fun. As expected, I could only do 2 questions out of 43. Questions 1 to 40 were on MCQ and then there were 3 structured questions. We were given 3 hours to complete the whole paper. Before we entered the lecture theatre, I asked Johnny and his friends if they would leave early once they finished their papers since we were allowed to do so. Then Calvin replied "yeah you pack up and say so easy, chicken feet la!"

After one and a half hour, I had already completed the whole paper. Most of the MCQ questions are aliens to me so I just shaded options A/E for those questions. There was this weird question on asking the nationality of the atoms. LOL! Okay not nationality.
The question was: Which of the atoms below are not named after a country?
I can't remember what were the options but I was amused by that question. Then I tried to link all those atoms' names to their respectives countries. Atom that starts with B - Belgium, F-France, D-Denmark?? I cannot remember exactly what countries did I link up to. Besides that, I couldn't do the structured questions as well. I guess I have to kiss goodbye to 50 marks. I think people who studied ionic equilibrium will be able to do the 20 marks question on ionic equilibrium in Chem O.

Well, I stayed until 4.40pm and I handed in my paper then left the lecture theatre. In between the 3.30pm and 4.40pm, I kept using eye signals to tell Johnny to leave with me. But I guess he didn't dare to do so. Until I raised my hand and submitted the paper then Johnny also submitted his paper. LOL!

In this Chem O, different schools were assigned to different venues. SAJC students were assigned to LT-33. In this LT, there were other schools such as NUS High, Yishun JC, ACS Independent and I think there was Serangoon JC. During the paper, I realised that there were quite a number of creepy people. I mean too smart that's why they are creepy. When the invigilator pointed out an error, I could hear one of them saying "Yes! I knew it!" and he was quite agitated.

Anyway, Johnny and I have discovered what are the characteristics and features needed to be smart/nerdy. Hahaha.

Yes! I am going to be self-sufficient from tomorrow onwards. I have school starting from tomorrow and I am not going to care if I don't have cliques or close friends or anything. After watching Cinderella's Sister yesterday on Channel 855, I feel more motivated to study hard and ignore what other people think.

Hahahahaha! The first step to be self-sufficient is to bring my own lunch box to school tomorrow! Lol! Yesterday I didn't study for Chem Olympiad because I went to Tiong Bahru with my sister and her friends to buy eat and buy lunch box. LOL! My sister also bought lunch box because she wants to save money. As for me, I wanna bring lunch box because I have a feeling that tomorrow the queue will be very long. Even if the queue is not long, I will still bring because school food is boring and I can't find anyone who will queue with me. Omg I'm such a leech. Anyway my sister and I will bring lunch box to work/school tomorrow! Cool!

Tomorrow will be Chem O day! Finally! My freedom is near! When everyone's freedom is already within their reach, mine isn't. But soon mine will come!

I shall blog about Chem O tomorrow. BYE

Quote for the day: Too much of a sense of accomplishment brings arrogance.

Today is November 13 2010. I can't wait for November 13 2011 so that I can quickly graduate from my class and my school. Honestly speaking, I don't like my class. I don't don't hate my class though. It is just that I don't think I can be really close to them just like how close I am with my secondary school friends.

I had a chat with one of my secondary school classmates this morning and afternoon and realized that quite a lot were complaining about their classes as well. Well if you are living happily with your classmates now, then that's good for you. Johnny said problems will start to arise when you are very close to your jc friends. I don't know about that because I am not anywhere close to my classmates.

Every morning I go to school and will go straight to the ava room. There is no reason why I go there though. It is not because I am the president so I need to supervise my members when they are doing duties. I think it is because I feel that I am quite close to my ava friends than my classmates. My classmates would gather at the study area at level 2 but I would never join them because I don't feel easy? I don't know. It is the stranger feeling I have towards my classmates.

Even though I'm not close to them, I can find other source of happiness in my life to make up for the less friends I have in jc. However, I haven't found the other sources yet. If I did I wouldn't be ranting here. I guess I need to join more soka activities.

On a side note: Chem O is in 3 days.

Okay I just feel the urge to blog. So another post.

1 more week to Chem Olympiad. Great! I haven't even started anything. I guess I have to sacrifice my class chalet. I shall go for two days only so that I can study on Tuesday and Thursday.

Yes! We have a class chalet on Tuesday to Thursday. Why do we put the dates on this week? It is to mock at others who haven't finished their OP exam on Monday because all of us end on Monday. I guess we are the earliest.

Next is PW. Yes OP is on Monday which means tomorrow. DIE!!! My group members came to my house to do more rehearsals as well as the QnA. (Means I got back my adapter already!) Those rehearsals weren't perfect. There would always be at least one person who forgot his/her scripts. The first rehearsal Xuanning and Miaoli forgot their scripts. The second rehearsal Nicholas Chan and MiaoLi forgot their scripts. Haiz. Sad. But we completed all the predicted questions given to us. I hope the assessors will ask us questions similar to those on the worksheet given by our teacher.

Last night I had another dream. Hmm. I dreamed that Chinese Oral was one of the components of OP. OMG and I didn't prepare anything so I just impromptus. LOL! Bili said I'm really too stressed. Lol anyway I'm happy that its only a dream. Because a nightmare is a sweet dream in reality.

Okay I should really get back to GP. Bye.

So many things have happened these few days and I don't think they will end any time sooner. I'm being very pessimistic about these because I've been through such problems before. They happened when I was in primary school, secondary school, and now in JC. What have I done to deserve these?

I don't understand why people wish pw to be over. I think I will miss my group members. The times when we struggled to hand in our WR on time, the times when we slacked around (and see how the rest were suffering), the times we thanked god for putting us in a group, I will never forget all those.

To salvage the current situation of my life, I bought a pair of earpiece and Hebe's album. I hope music can distract me and take me away from all the troubles I'm facing.

I will live in my world for another year. Happily.

Oh JieFang Charmaine
Born in 060493
Attended schools in KSPS, GESPS (605'05)and CTSS (4d1'09)
Currently in SAJC 10S11
In love with BigBang, Paramore and S.H.E
She wants to have more more more friends!! And be self-sufficient

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