Cerulean Sparkle

Thursday, July 29, 2010:

Flyer!!!!

This post is full of PHOTOS!! UPLOADED BY THE AWESOME BILI OF COURSE

Charms shall post more on the captions later :)

8:09 PM

Wednesday, July 21, 2010:

A Leader

A quick update before I go to bed.

Everything was going smoothly today until just before A level chinese oral (Listening Compre, edited by the AWESOME BILI), there was an ava meeting. My looks show that I was very stressed up due to the increasing number of projects and the decreasing number of active ava members. Members place ava as a second cca so I don't expect them to commit to ava that much. If I weren't the president of ava, I may not care about ava that much as well?

Temptations often lead us to the wrong direction. Thankfully, I have my friends to advice/encourage me so as to keep my sanity. After talking to weihong about what I had been bottling up for the past few days, I felt much better. Thanks although I know you don't read my blog.

"Every Saint a Servant Leader", how true. What is so glory becoming a servant?
"No one is born to be a leader", from Grace.

After allocating all the tasks, it is time to pay a visit on my studies. I know I have been neglecting my chem olympiad topics but I have no time. My weekends are burnt because of service learning and project work.

Goodness gracious! I still have to plan for the rojak competition for belated racial harmony day. It is going to happen two days later but my class haven't prepared anything. I guess I have to count on pearly, the great. :)

Night, to all my friends who are still rushing on their final EoM.

10:24 PM

Saturday, July 17, 2010:

AVA Week

It has been a busy week for me since I had to end school very late from Monday till Friday except Tuesday since there was no academic planner.

Monday
My lessons end at 5pm.

Tuesday
Lessons end at 2.30pm. Thank god that there is no academic planner.

Wednesday
This was the day that the stress built up. Wednesday I went to comp lab 5 to settle the ava farewell party to help out as much as I can. I could predict that everything would be chaos but I need to act as if everything was alright. I can't afford to be panic. At 4pm, I rushed to cc to set up the microphones for college day rehearsal. I was at a disadvantage because I did not have prior experience to handle the sound system in cc. If someone were to display authority towards me, I have no choice but to obey her words since she knows everything. Fortunately, desmond was involved in the college day so I could count on him.

For the first time, I held a walkie talkie to communicate with the teachers in-charge. I thought it was cool but in fact, it was pretty uncomfortable because I could not hear two things at the same time. When someone was talking through the walkie talkie, I could not hear what my ava members were trying to tell me. Another thing is that I find it very weird to say the word 'over' after every sentence. For example, "This is Charmaine Oh from AVA, when do we need to on the stage lights? Over" This is like some security guards' behavior.

The teacher in-charge of ava for college day is Mr Moses Tan. He is a little sissy and I couldn't understand why he did not button his second button. So not-pleasant-to-see.

Everything ended at 8pm I guess.

Thursday
That day was the busiest day. My heart sank when Imma told me that Miss Hon put her in charge for ava just because she could make it for today's (which was Thursday) rehearsal. Lynnette consoled me during my break. It was just disappointing or perhaps I'm power-hungry. I wanted to tell johnny everything but he told me he wasn't free.

During my last break, my phone was constantly ringing. My ava members kept asking me where do they meet, what time do they meet and what to do. It was all about the dj booth for the hoops of wheels. I admit that I did a bad job in getting the details right and allocation of jobs. Meanwhile, I was late for my Maths lesson because I needed to settle the problems first before I could enter the class.

When I thought everyhting was settled, I stepped in the classroom and apologized to my teacher for being late. Just then, my phone vibrated and I rushed out of the class to pick up the call. The second time I entered the class, Mr Teo, my Maths teacher, asked, "have you finished settling your stuffs?" Gosh that was so embarrassing.

After school, I rushed to cc for another rehearsal. It was a last minute notification but I had to do because I need to brief the rest on the updated changes while Imma had something on tomorrow morning.

Everything ends at 7pm.

Friday
College day came and I felt so bad for leaving Lynnette alone. She was so bored and no one wanted to attend the origami course with her. So she went alone. How independent. If it was me, I would just give up going for that course. Pearly, Amanda and Mum Yee wanted to watch movie with me after the learning festival but I had to do duty for college day. They were blaming me and I told them to go without me. Instead, they canceled the whole outing and planned to watch it another day with me. So touching.

I was so nervous and busy to eat my lunch and dinner. I thought I would be in hot soup because I forgot to remind some people to wear proper full uniform for college day duty. Luckily they managed to borrow it from other people.

Everything went smoothly on the actual college day. Oh! In the end I was in-charge again because I was an angel in front of Miss Hon. Hahahaha

6:34 PM

Tuesday, July 13, 2010:

Playing with Fire

I don't slip or trip when she asks me where I've been (Where you been?)
One big smile on my face d-d-darling it's just you and me (you and me)
Now I'm on some Alfie behaviour, I'll call you back later
Too many fish in the sea for me
But when the lights come on and what's her name is gone
I realise where I'm supposed to be

I tried to believe every word of your sweet story
But intuition keeps telling me
Your making a fool outta me

'Cos I'm such a good liar
Just admit it
I never did it
Yes you did
No I didn't

I'm playing with fire
Just admit it
I never did it
I know you did it
No I didn't (yes you did)

'Cos I'm such a good liar
(Mr Hudson Ad-Lib)
I can't help myself I keep playing with fire
(Mr Hudson Ad-Lib)
(Tulisa Ad-Lib)
Such a good liar

Thoughts running wild through the night as I watch you sleep (She's getting closer)
I can't help but check his texts while he's passed out next to me (It's only a matter of time)
I'm on some CSI behaviour, Who's gonna save ya?
You'll be the fool when the truth comes out
But when those lights come on and what's her face is gone we're straight back to the same routine

I tried to believe every word of your sweet story
But intuition keeps telling me
Your making a fool outta me

'Cos I'm such a good liar
Just admit it
I never did it
Yes you did
No I didn't

I'm playing with fire
Just admit it
I never did it
I know you did it
No I didn't (yes you did)

'Cos I'm such a good liar
(Mr Hudson Ad-Lib)
I can't help myself I keep playing with fire
(Mr Hudson Ad-Lib)
(Tulisa Ad-Lib)
Such a good liar

Living life in disguise
Can't keep up with these lies
She do anything to try and catch me out
But I never leave no signs
In my heart we were meant to be
Guys like me we be like 2 or 3
Trust
I can't help myself I love girls (what)
I get a kick out of playin' with fire
I get a kick out of playin' with fire
Playing with fire
Playing with fire
She ain't going no where, you know why?

'Cos I'm such a good liar
Just admit it
I never did it
Yes you did it
No I didn't

I'm playing with fire
Just admit it
I never did it
I know you did it
No I didn't (yes you did)

'Cos I'm such a good liar
Just admit it
I never did it
Yes you did it
No I didn't

I'm playing with fire
Just admit it
I never did it
I know you did it
No I didn't (yes you did)

6:59 PM

Saturday, July 3, 2010:

CTs are over!!

Yay!! I have never felt so happy and blessed before. CTs are over!! It feels like A level is over because I was playing games with my sis, Bili and jasmine for the whole day.

Common Tests are demanding because of the time constraint and the difficulty level. First paper the this week was Biology. I screwed up my mcq and short questions. Next was Chemistry. I am glad to say I only screwed up my mcq. The reason why I kept doing badly for mcq because we were given 30 minutes to do 20 questions. I thought the teachers in our school were being mean to us but no. They weren't. A level consists of 40 mcq questions and the time limit is 1 hour. So now we were given 20 questions and the time limit was halved. I wonder how will I survive for my A level mcq. I had maths on Thursday. I got some questions I don't know how to do. Econs was the worst subject because I scared I will fail my econs. Johnny said I don't need to blame myself too much because SA econs department sucks. I told Pearly and she said that everything about SA sucks. I think we can form a anti-SA club and the response will be unexpected.

After my last paper, I had ava meeting. I can predict that I will be very troubled about ava stuffs soon just like my previous cca. Eww.. luckily it is only for a year. Shall see how. After ava meeting I went to look for amanda and pearly. I waited for them at amk mrt station for about 20 minutes. During the 20 minutes I observed something about the ajc girls. I was so shocked that I text yusheng to confirm about it. Geez.

Pearly, Amanda and I went to eat and we spent 1.5 hours there because Pearly's food was almost endless. Chatted and then they went to watch karate kid while I returned home.

As for today, I need to study chinese and I have gp tuition later. Geez. Bye.

11:17 AM